"That's enough, Shen Yu."
Stop being so hard on yourself.
"I have never blamed you."
"It was true before, and it is true now."
"So, promise me, let yourself go, okay?"
Chapter 5
Reviving the villain for the second time (05)
Let go of yourself...
Shen Yu's dark eyes were dull.
Song Cheng said this to him many times.
He said Yu Tang's death had nothing to do with him, that the man already had lung cancer.
Death was inevitable, and dying by gunshot was just an accident, a coincidence.
Hopefully, he can forget Yu Tang, start a new relationship, or stop believing in love and return to being the calm and ruthless head of the Shen family he once was.
Because he cannot have any weaknesses, a principle that everyone understands.
But he can't forget.
A person who was once in the darkest hell was dragged into the light by others.
The warmth and kindness he felt will surely be etched in his heart and unforgettable until his death.
What he could least forgive himself for was...
Because of his mistake, this light was extinguished prematurely.
It wasn't just the final gunshot, but also everything he had done to Yu Tang over the preceding months...
The more I love Yu Tang now, the more I hate the person I was back then who constantly hurt him.
Shen Yu will never be able to let go of this.
but……
He gently stroked the back of Yu Tang's neck with both hands, then cupped Yu Tang's cheeks in his hands, looked him in the eye, and asked, "Do you dislike my dejected appearance?"
Yu Tang felt the coldness of his hands, so she covered them with her own to warm them up: "I love you for who you are, but it hurts me to see you blaming yourself."
There are so many regrets between him and Shen Yu in this world.
Now that he's starting over, he wants to make Shen Yu feel his feelings for him more naturally.
Shen Yu carefully observed Yu Tang's expression, and then slowly a smile appeared on his face.
He replied, "Okay, then I'll let myself off the hook."
He seemed to regain his composure and calmness in an instant.
The self-blame and embarrassment I felt earlier vanished completely.
He lowered his head and placed a light kiss on Yu Tang's forehead: "I can't bear to see you heartbroken."
He made a decision: he would no longer burden the man before him with his worries; from now on, he would only try his best to give Yu Tang the best of everything.
And protecting him with my life, letting him live a healthy and happy life... that's enough...
Yu Tang was slightly taken aback by his gentle words and actions.
He was supposed to be comforting Shen Yu, but instead, he felt like he was being comforted by Shen Yu.
There was still some lingering moisture in the bathroom, along with the faint scent of shampoo and shower gel.
The two looked at each other. Yu Tang caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror behind Shen Yu out of the corner of her eye. Her eyes were moist, her cheeks were slightly flushed, and she was wearing fluffy dog ears on her head.
Damn! This outfit is so shameless!
"It's good that you're not blaming yourself." Yu Tang quickly looked away, took a half step back to increase the distance between herself and Shen Yu, and said, "Um, I'd like to change my clothes. Do you have any spares here?"
I can't wear this anymore, it's too... too weird.
Reminded by him, Shen Yu also came to his senses and focused his attention on Yu Tang's attire.
Then... his eyes slowly turned extremely dangerous.
He pulled Yu Tang's wrist and drew him into his arms, his right hand naturally gripping the man's neck, gently stroking Yu Tang's neck and cheeks, occasionally ringing the bell on his collar, producing a slightly crisp sound, like a cat's claws scratching at his heart.
The atmosphere, which had been normal, suddenly became ambiguous.
After a long pause, Shen Yu said, "Why did you change? I think your outfit looks great."
Before recognizing that the auction item was Yu Tang, he only thought that dressing up a grown man as such a pet dog was very vulgar.
But now that he knows the person in front of him is Yu Tang, that feeling of disgust instantly escalates into a secret excitement and an uncontrollable desire.
One hand slid down Yu Tang's spine, across his half-naked back, the warm, smooth skin clinging firmly to his palm, the exquisite touch causing Shen Yu to squint his eyes slightly.
When he touched her waist, he tightened his grip, pulling her into his arms with an irresistible force.
The pajama bottoms and leather skirt bumped together, making a sound as they rubbed against each other.
Yu Tang's face flushed red instantly.
This looks like things are going to go wrong...
Shen Yu's palm was still pressing down, causing trouble on the undulating surface, while he pinched the fluffy dog tail between two fingers and wagged it.
"The tail is also very realistic. It's just like a real pet dog wagging its tail affectionately at its beloved owner."
The kiss landed on Yu Tang's burning earlobe, then moved slightly downwards, sending warm breath into the ear canal, sending shivers down one's spine with each sound.
"Tangtang, tell me, as the owner..."
"What kind of reward should I give you?"
"Aww! Oh my god! No wonder he's Boss Shen!" Xiao Jin exclaimed, prying his fingers open to peek excitedly.
[Reward: YYDS!]
Bai Feng appeared behind him at just the right moment, his large hand covering Xiao Jin's secretly parted fingers.
Leaving behind the words "Do not look at what is improper," they severed all contact between the two and Yu Tang.
In the bathroom, Shen Yu was still waiting for Yu Tang's reply, his other hand sliding down naturally and resting on the other side of his body.
The palm cups the soft, bouncy flesh, while the fingers play with the tail.
Shake it left and then right.
Yu Tang's toes curled up as she leaned against Shen Yu's chest, her whole body tense.
What kind of reward is this?! It's ridiculous!
He's not a real dog!
What shamed him even more was that he actually felt excited about this kind of thing!
Shen Yu wasn't in a hurry when he saw that he didn't answer.
She simply maintained the posture, resting her chin on Yu Tang's shoulder, and continued, "Let me think..."
"Um……"
The drawn-out sound amplified the seductive and oppressive feeling, making Yu Tang's hands and feet go weak.
Just one kiss.
Unexpectedly, Shen Yu only made this one simple request.
At the same time, she removed her hands from the leather skirt and instead restrained Yu Tang's nape, using her thumbs to support the man's chin, forcing the embarrassed Yu Tang, who wished he could disappear into the ground, to look him in the eye.
Although his tone was gentle, it carried an undeniable command.
"Tangtang, open your mouth."
Chapter 6
Revive the villain for the second time (06)
Yu Tang was stunned.
She was completely bewildered by Shen Yu's flirting.
His reflection in the mirror showed him with a flushed face, red eyes, and trembling ears, his level of shame off the charts.
Open your mouth... I can't believe this kid actually said that...
He subconsciously licked his lips, still wanting to struggle a little.
"Well, I'm still not quite used to this outfit..."
But before she could finish speaking, her lips were sealed shut.
Shen Yu's eyelashes were thick and bushy, like two small fans, brushing against Yu Tang's skin.
He forced him to close his eyes and respond.
This kiss was different from Shen Yu's usual assertive style; it was incredibly gentle, yet extremely tender and delicate.
They pestered Yu Tang, not letting him have a moment's rest.
Yu Tang's limbs went weak from the kisses, yet she squinted her eyes, thoroughly enjoying herself.
He took the initiative to put his arms around Shen Yu's neck, his legs, encased in black stockings, hooked onto Shen Yu's pajama pants, giving the other the greatest passion.
When she was released, she felt something was missing. She pressed her forehead against Shen Yu's, exhaling warm breath, a glint in her eyes, and whispered, "Catch me..."
Shen Yu didn't react for a moment. The next moment, he felt a weight in his arms. He subconsciously gripped Yu Tang's waist with one hand and supported the rise and fall of the other's tailbone with the other. He looked in the mirror again.
The man, dressed in a leather skirt and black stockings, had his long legs crossed around his waist, and his arms wrapped around his neck, forcing him to bend over slightly, their lips almost touching.
Adhering to the principle of "if you're going to do something, do it all the time," Yu Tang successfully transitioned into the role of a pet and said with a wronged expression.
"Master, the reward is too small. Can we upgrade it?"