He pushed me down onto the sofa, his right hand still gripping my right wrist, while his left hand pressed against my heart.
"to be honest!"
"I want to be with you." A pressing pain shot through my heart; it was Anqi, applying pressure and gravity upon it.
"Let's get married, Anqi."
Pain shot through my heart and wrist at the same time. I would be happy if I died at his hands right now.
Just when I thought he was going to make a move on me, the pressure disappeared.
He fell on top of me, and I felt a warm, damp breath on my neck.
Don't lie to me.
"Um"
"You're never allowed to leave me again."
"Um"
"You are not allowed to leave without saying goodbye again."
"Um"
"If you lie to me again, if you lie to me again, I will kill you."
"Um"
“Take your heart out.”
"Go ahead and dig."
"Prepared into specimens"
"I'll keep you with me every day, so you'll never leave my side."
"good"
"I'm serious."
"Um"
Think it through before you answer; I won't let go.
"I won't let go either."
"Tomorrow, tomorrow we'll go register our marriage and get our marriage certificate."
So fast? I still have something to say.
"Anqi, I..."
"I knew you were lying to me." Another pain shot through my chest.
"No, I'm not lying to you, it's about Dongdong's father."
"I don't want to hear it. He can't affect our marriage, understand?"
That night, we made love wildly. The wound on his hand hadn't been bandaged or treated. He dripped his blood on me, wanting me to remember everything, to remember his wound, to remember him, to remember everything that happened that day, and to remember everything we said that day.
He was extremely insecure and held me very tightly.
Anqi
Zhang Qian is back.
I haven't lost her.
She is mine, she is Zhang Qian, who belongs to me alone.
She said she would marry me, that she would stay with me, and that she would never leave me again.
I don't want to know who her son's father is. I'm a coward, and I'm afraid that if I knew the truth, I would do something I couldn't control, and I'm afraid I would lose her again.
I'm such a loser; I've gotten myself into this state because of a woman.
But I feel comfortable.
I have no regrets.
Zhang Qian, remember what you said, don't say to me again, maybe, maybe, just maybe.
Anqi
Anqi
On Sunday morning, the sounds of old ladies doing their morning exercises and vendors selling fried dough sticks and pancakes drifted downstairs.
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In a good mood, I light a cigarette and take a puff.
I should scare her a little sometimes; no matter how high or far the kite flies, the string is always in my hand.
Sometimes I think it's really not worth it. I spent most of my time and energy pursuing this woman, and she just ignored me and left whenever she wanted. When I'm really angry, I want to dig out her heart and see what it's made of.
Woman, why are you making things so hard on yourself?
I'm thinking of having a child after we get married. If you're willing, Dongdong can take my surname; if not, he can keep his original surname. I have no objection.
Don't complicate simple things, and simplify complex things as much as possible.
He took a deep breath and blew smoke into her face.
Still not awake, continue.
Still not awake, let's continue.
"Are you asking for a beating?! Is that how you smoke?" She slapped the cigarette out of my hand with one hand and pinched my nipple with the other.
I'm puzzled. Where did Zhang Qian go last night? Am I destined to be completely under her thumb forever?
"Let go," I said, squinting at her. Instead of scaring her, it only made her more excited.
"Okay, okay, that's enough."
"Kill me, kill me, rip out my heart, go ahead and rip it out, go ahead and rip it out, rip it out."
This woman's grip was incredibly strong; it hurt so much I was screaming in pain.
"I'll let you rip my heart out again, I'll let you yell at me again."
A woman's face changes faster than turning the pages of a book; one moment she's pitiful and helpless, the next she's a Mulan clad in armor.
"You dare to be mean and yell at me before we're even married? You're asking for trouble, aren't you? Today, I'll do you a good deed and send you to heaven." As she spoke, she reached out with her other hand to pinch her other nipple.
"Let's talk this out."
No, if I don't think of a way to kill her before I can actually kill her, I'll die at her hands.
Aim at the target and reach your hand under her armpit.
"ah"
Okay, that sounds much better.
"Do you still dare to raise your voice at me?" I asked Zhang Qian with a stern face.
"I won't dare again, I won't dare again."
"Do you still dare to run away from home?"
"I won't do it again, really, oh dear, please, please stop."
"That won't do. You've already had your fun, but I haven't."
Not only under the armpits, but also in the lower back, thighs, and soles of the feet.
"Anqi, that's enough, that's enough, stop making a fuss."
What did you call me?
Anqi
"What?"
Anqi
He repeated it from the soles of his feet to his armpits.
"Honey"
"We're getting close."
Good, you've made progress.
"Please stop."
That's one advantage men have: they're stronger than women. Even the toughest woman isn't as strong as a man.
This woman is prone to erratic thinking; she needs to be properly taught a lesson.
"Zhang Qian, get to the point." I stopped what I was doing and spoke to her seriously.
"oh"
"Speak quickly!"
With a smile in her eyes, she licked her chapped lips and uttered two words.
"cousin!"
Are you going to pull this stunt again?
If I had blood in my mouth, I would have spat it out by now.
"Stop grinning and get serious," I said.
"oh"
"Put your clothes on."