At this point, Ling Yun suddenly felt an urge to rush over, completely forgetting all the things he had planned to say to Li Lingling on the way there.
After a sleepless night of reflection, the young man finally realized that his relationship with Li Lingling had progressed too quickly. It seemed they hadn't even experienced the true romance of moonlit nights before going to bed together. While young men naturally experience sexual urges, he craved the sweet and sour feeling of romance, not the passionate, ambiguous nights of passion. Although he enjoyed it, it seemed somewhat impulsive, especially since they were both students. What if something happened? How could he bear the responsibility?
Lingyun really wanted to talk to her lover about these well-thought-out words. They had a long life together, so there was no need to rush.
But seeing Li Lingling so alluring at night, his burning desire instantly overwhelmed his pitiful reason. Ling Yun could no longer control his emotions. His heart began to pound uncontrollably again.
"Have you eaten?" Li Lingling asked him gently, her expression like that of a tender, affectionate wife coaxing her husband.
"I want to eat you." Ling Yun stared intently at her, his gaze growing increasingly intense.
Li Lingling chuckled, "Yun, you look like a hungry wolf!" She suddenly pounced into Ling Yun's arms, kissing him passionately on the lips several times. "Darling, I know you're in a hurry, but you'll have to wait a little longer. I'm going to the bedroom to change my clothes. You wait here obediently, and you can only come in when I call you."
"Oh." Ling Yun nodded, staring blankly as his beloved darled from the living room into the bedroom like a nightingale. The bedroom door slammed shut behind him.
Ling Yun sat on the sofa, took a deep breath to clear his burning head. Was his purpose in coming here today just to sleep with her? The young man asked himself blankly.
The bedroom door closed silently, and no one knew what Li Lingling was doing inside. The living room was completely quiet, except for the ticking of the huge quartz clock's second hand.
Ling Yun glanced at the quartz clock, suddenly recalling the cold, empty voice from yesterday. For some reason, a chill ran through him, and an indescribable, immense fear rose from his consciousness, instantly extinguishing any remaining unease.
Two hours and thirty minutes! This is clearly a time, is it 2:30, or is it a timer? If it's a timer, then what should happen next? Ling Yun's mind raced, a jumbled mess of thoughts.
Li Lingling's sweet voice came from the bedroom: "Yun, come in."
Ling Yun walked to the bedroom door, gently pushed it open, and went inside. He was stunned as soon as he closed the door behind him.
The girl's bedroom was decorated in a cute and dreamy style. Pink floor-length curtains with lotus and adorable animal patterns were drawn tightly shut, and the floor was covered with spotless, light yellow, seamlessly patchwork Leo pure white flooring. In the corner stood a wooden bed with a light green bedding. Across from the bed was a row of fixed, crimson wardrobes, the mirror of which was covered with anime and cartoon stickers by Li Lingling. Opposite the wardrobes was a black iron-framed computer desk, on which sat a fully integrated LCD computer, its small, delicate mouse resting on a leather pad with a cute Mickey Mouse pattern. Several innocent-looking photos of the girl were also pasted on the monitor.
The entire bedroom was filled with a fragrance and sweet scent, like that of a young girl's body. It was like a dream.
Under the dim red light with its shimmering hues, the girl stood shyly by the bed, her large, star-like eyes looking at Ling Yun with a mixture of reluctance and bashfulness.
The girl under the lamplight was completely naked. The dim red light shone on her milky white skin, giving it a bewitching and alluring color that stirred the heart and made it impossible to resist. Her two straight and slender legs were tightly pressed together, with almost no gap between them. The mysterious triangle at the base of her thighs was covered by the girl's delicate hands, which only aroused the voyeuristic desires of others.
Two proud, full breasts stood proudly atop her snow-white bosom. Even with her delicate arms covering them, Lingyun could still see the rounded outline of her peaks. Her cloud-like hair cascaded down, a lock falling across her slender, snow-white collarbone, adding to her youthful beauty.
Ling Yun's mind went blank with a sudden roar. He had never seen a naked girl before, and his brain short-circuited instantly.
Li Lingling sat gently on the bed, her long, slender, snow-white leg kicking seductively towards Ling Yun. She leaned back, revealing her entire white chest, and said shyly, "Silly boy, why aren't you coming up? What are you waiting for?"
Ling Yun then seemed to snap out of a daze. As if he had forgotten how to walk, he walked with great difficulty to the girl, his hand trembling as he reached out, wanting to touch the girl's incredibly smooth, soft, and warm skin under the lamplight. But as if afraid of being impolite to the beauty, he only extended his hand halfway before quickly withdrawing it.
Li Lingling stretched out a small hand, gently grasped Ling Yun's hand, and then slowly pressed it onto her slightly hot chest!
Feeling the unusually full and soft sensation beneath his hands, Ling Yun seemed to go mad, mechanically letting the girl pull him along, his entire body as still as a wooden block. His heart felt as if it had floated up to the clouds, drifting aimlessly into the air, without any sense of grounding.
The girl chuckled softly, "You blockhead, you expect me to take the initiative. Come on up." With a gentle pull, Ling Yun's tall body fell down, pressing heavily on her.
Li Lingling closed her eyes, her long eyelashes trembling, and soft, whimpering sounds escaped from her alluring rosy lips. She prepared herself for Ling Yun's storm-like onslaught. "Don't hurt me. Yun, be gentle, okay?" the girl whispered, already fully prepared.
The heavy body pressing down on her suddenly moved away, and a thin blanket was then placed over the girl's body.
Opening her eyes in surprise, Li Lingling looked at Ling Yun sitting beside her with a wronged expression: "Yun, what are you doing? Don't you want me?"
Chapter Ninety-Eight: Breaking Through Illusions (4)
Ling Yun sat on the corner of the bed, looking at Li Lingling with an awkward smile: "Lingling, it's not that I don't want you, I just feel that things are progressing a little too fast. After all, we're still students, is it really appropriate to do this..."
Under such intoxicating temptation, Ling Yun had already forgotten everything else. The stimulation of lust made him unable to control himself, and he only wanted to pounce on her as soon as possible, to enjoy the girl's fragrant body and experience the intoxicating taste he had never tried before.
Two hours! The cold and authoritative voice suddenly rang in his ears again, instantly extinguishing all of Ling Yun's lust like a cold current.
A tremendous sense of unease flashed through Ling Yun's heart like lightning, instantly cooling his burning passion, as if something terrible would happen if he were to indulge in lust.
Li Lingling sat up quickly, covered her private parts with the blanket, reached under the bed to pick up her robe, and then rustled as she put it on under the blanket, completely ignoring Ling Yun. The dim red light brightened, revealing the girl's face as cold as a block of ice in winter.
Ling Yun stood up helplessly: "Lingling..."
"Get out!" Li Lingling jumped off the bed expressionlessly, pointed at the door and said to Ling Yun. "I never want to see you again, you good-for-nothing who only talks the talk."
"Lingling, don't be like this. I want to talk to you. Don't you think we lack communication? It's not that I don't want you, but we should at least get to know each other better before doing this," Lingyun said helplessly.
"What's there to talk about?" Li Lingling said angrily, tears streaming down her face. "I've already given myself to you, what else is there to talk about? Isn't that enough? Do you even like me? That's all I'm asking you."
"I like you, of course I like you." Ling Yun panicked. "Lingling, don't misunderstand, it's not that I don't like you, it's just that I feel like things are moving too fast, it feels like we haven't really been dating yet..."
"Stop talking, Lingyun." The girl turned her head away from Lingyun. "Either you stay with me tonight, or you get out and never see me again."
Ling Yun watched her slender back, a mix of conflicting feelings rising within him. He suddenly felt unable to articulate his true feelings for Li Lingling. If his initial crush had been clear, now, with their relationship rapidly deepening, those feelings had become strangely blurred. After the passion subsided, all that remained seemed to be the intoxicating kisses and alluring physical attraction, nothing else that stirred his heart.
Is what I really want just this feeling of passion? Or do I simply want to cherish her, miss her when she's not around, treat her with all my heart, and feel the happiness of seeing her happy when I send her a thousand or ten thousand blessings, a happiness that feels like I'm happy too? Liking is liking, and love is love. If you're obsessed with passion, is that true liking and love?
One question after another rose in Ling Yun's mind. He suddenly felt his own fragility and insignificance. What should I do? Should I stay or leave? The boy said helplessly to himself.
After a long while, the boy still couldn't convince himself. He thought for a moment, then went up to Li Lingling and hugged her from behind as if to comfort her: "Lingling, I'm sorry, I need to think about something." With that, he walked silently to the living room, then unlocked the door and went out.
Only after the door slammed shut did Li Lingling suddenly turn around, her pretty face filled with rage: "Lingyun, how dare you leave me! You better die somewhere far away, I never want to see you again!"
As soon as he reached the gate of the residential area, a familiar feeling washed over him again. Ling Yun seemed troubled, looking up at the sky. He could always sense that, from the infinite distance beyond the heavens, a pair of eyes were watching him.
But immediately, his body froze.
One hour and thirty minutes! When the cold voice sounded for the third time, Ling Yun finally realized that he was not hallucinating, but that the voice was real.
The inexplicable, bizarre phenomenon gripped Ling Yun's heart, which clenched with fear, like an icy hand. Was something wrong with his life? Yes, Ling Yun was certain that something had disrupted his life, but the problem was, he couldn't find the cause, and he couldn't explain it to anyone, not even his parents. Unless he was forced to see a doctor at a mental hospital.
Another sleepless night...