Je suis née beauté, et je suis suprême

Chapitre 181

She did it on purpose! She deliberately brought up my appearance! I may be ugly, so what? Who can do anything to me! I can still enjoy the best, and I can still have you!

"Ugly and modest."

I'm speechless.

I want to kiss you.

She—she…she—thinking and doing are two different things.

Thump—I lost control of the table and chair, making her laugh at me.

"You let me kiss you, and I won't tell anyone."

I'll avoid her—you'll be disappointed. I'm not perfect, I don't have a fearless exterior, the thorns in my heart are still there, and you'll despise this body and this appearance.

"It feels so good to kiss you, so light, sweet and fragrant."

Really? You won't feel any discomfort, skin type issues, or fear.

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She kissed me. I didn't dodge; even if I could, I wouldn't. I selfishly didn't want to dodge. I took advantage of her vulnerability, exploiting her moment of sadness. I deliberately approached her then, and she undressed me. I didn't stop her next move. I took her home, and once again put her on the bed. I indulged in recklessness with her, relieved my stress together, and succumbed to her charms together...

Is she really mine? She's sleeping next to me, her face showing signs of crying.

"Ziyi..." she murmured, clutching the blanket.

I watched her quietly, but she remained oblivious.

"Ziyi..." You are mine now.

She kicked off the blanket, revealing her jade-like skin. I looked away and helped her cover herself up again.

She was breathing very lightly and sleeping peacefully.

I cherish everything about her and want to possess her completely. "Tomorrow I will propose to you, in the way you promised." I will propose to you on my knees. Will you accept my sincerity?

I held him in my arms, but she frowned and pushed me away, saying, "Xuan Si..."

Xuan Si? It's him again. Who is he? There's no such person.

"Xuan Si... I won't get a divorce..."

She was so grief-stricken that she could not find peace even in her sleep.

He held her and coaxed her gently, "Go to sleep, I'll do whatever you say."

She wrapped her arms around me, tugged at my hair, and fell asleep again.

Should I pursue this? She's my woman, I'm her man, should I pursue someone as elusive as her?

I doubt that this person, Yang Xuansi, even exists in this world. I can't figure out why you don't want her. Is it because she's too much, or because you have too many choices? Is it because you don't love her, or because she's too mischievous? Is it because you gave up on her, or because she wronged you?

She still remembers you to this day; you should be content.

I held her in my arms and watched her, the woman I had loved for so many years, fall asleep...

A smile played on my lips. This was the happiness I wanted. I would be this happy from now on. I would make her happy, I would give her all the riches in the world, I would give her all the love I could afford, I would take her to the places she wanted to go, I would take her to explore the beautiful landscapes, I would teach her to be a wife and a daughter, I would teach her to be a God and a mother, I would teach her to laugh more genuinely, I would teach her to be unrestrained...

"You're awake!"

She woke up first, was it because she wasn't engrossed in the game? "Be careful not to catch a cold."

She was unmoved by her actions last night...

I suddenly dared not bring up the marriage again. I still helped him get dressed, afraid of hearing her say no, afraid of her interrupting, afraid that she didn't care, afraid that she would laugh at me for being an idiot.

I didn't say it until she left, and I felt a deep, empty sadness in my heart...

I wonder: if I were as handsome as Su Gu, would I have the courage to say it...?

When I saw her again, I hoped she would listen to me, but she wouldn't cooperate. She wouldn't eat breakfast, she didn't care about losing her virginity, she didn't care about her chastity, and she didn't care about me.

"Eat." I'm someone you should care about, why aren't you looking at me?

"I won't eat!" She knocked the soup out of my hand, not even glancing at me.

I was furious. As a man, I had every right to be furious. She went too far! She didn't deserve to be a woman, she didn't deserve to be loved! "Eat." She had to learn to obey.

She jumped out of the car and refused to obey.

She stubbornly walked alone, still angry—angry at Zi Mo, angry at me.

I compromised and said, "I'll go with you." Once you're not angry anymore, we'll have a proper talk.

I want her to be happy, I want her to laugh, so I jokingly say, "My right side is your sky." As long as I'm here, you're here too.

"The sky has fallen."

I remained silent, not expecting him to understand my meaning, not expecting him to comprehend my heart...

I want to look at her, to see her everywhere I go, I want to tell the whole world she's mine, but I can't, I'm afraid...

That's all I can see of her. She's rummaging through drawers and cabinets looking at paintings, but not at me.

She was having so much fun, and I was happy watching her. This kind of leisurely life is addictive…

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