Je suis née beauté, et je suis suprême

Chapitre 285

I'm determined to kill him. It was my master who alerted the Shadow Guards to find him; he's not worthy of them being alerted, much less qualified. He must be eliminated.

We cannot let him break the rules, we cannot let him deceive his master.

I finally got my chance. He left the city because another man disregarded his master's feelings and chose to leave.

Such people are useless in life. Anyone who makes their master sad deserves to die and be condemned to eternal damnation!

Chang Ting and I conspired to kill him, and Chang Ting had no objection.

Look, so many people want you dead. You deserve to die. It's not that I'm disobeying my master, it's that you, Shen Ziyi, are heartless and ungrateful...

Grass is dead! Grass defied me and I wanted to protect him.

I don't want to be her rival, but I don't want my master to lose himself even more. Even if you might be mine... you still have to die.

I don't care what I lose for my master...

I took action, and two lives vanished before my eyes. After killing so many times, you become numb to death.

I'm numb, numb to sending Grass on her way myself: Why? You could have lived. Why wouldn't you give me a chance to make amends...

I didn't expect my master's reaction to be so intense.

Those eight monsters were the first I'd ever seen, their tongues lolling out, snow falling all over the mountain: Master, are you sad?! Why are you sad?! They are not worth your sadness!

You are Sikong Qian! You are the Dark Lord of the Four Kingdoms. You cannot abandon your position and tarnish your reputation for a woman!

...

"You actually killed the mistress, why don't you commit suicide!" Wei Zhen disapproved.

It's too late, the person is dead, it's too late to say anything to me.

...

He's pregnant!

My stubborn belief collapsed, and I made such a serious mistake!

Shen Ziyi! Did you do this on purpose?!

Haha! I'll gamble my life on my child!

Why are you so heartless! You won't give your masters anything! You won't give us peace! You won't let them have any tranquility!

What have you done to deserve this? You don't deserve such privileges!

So what if I die? Apart from accidentally injuring the young master, I don't think I've done anything wrong!

Such a vicious woman, I should kill her and I'd be doing everyone a favor!

I will never repent! I will die with my eyes open in disbelief!

[Red Beauty's Smile: Often Hearing (Zi Yi's Whereabouts)]

I am a eunuch, a servant, a true servant.

To paraphrase Master Shen: I come from a place known for producing eunuchs.

In our area, men considered it an honor to become eunuchs. Entering the palace could bring them generous rewards and alleviate the pressure of natural disasters, so my father used his connections to get me in.

I am unlucky.

Heaven doesn't favor a servant like me. I do the lowest-ranking work in the Clean World Palace. The senior eunuchs are used to taking their anger out on us when they are wronged, and the masters are also used to taking their anger out on us when they pass by in a bad mood.

However, being beaten by your master is an honor. Being beaten by your master can make you happy for a day. Seeing your master proves that you have a chance to stand out from the crowd, that you can bring a lot of money home, and that you can bring glory to your family.

I worked hard, and the tall bath tub was big enough to submerge my body. I carried it to the river to wash up.

When Zhang Gong was passing by, he was angered by his master and accidentally kicked me into the pond.

I didn't call for help, because calling for help would have meant a quick death. I struggled and climbed up by myself. Grandpa Zhang looked at me and laughed by the pond. The other grandpas who passed by also started to laugh.

I crawled out, all soaking wet, and we laughed together...

I was just a child, I didn't understand anything. Everyone was laughing, so I knew I should laugh. Laughing was the right thing to do, and laughing would bring me friends...

I'm sick, and I'm terrified, terrified of dying. Sick people all die. I huddle in bed, the cold seeping into my bones. I dare not move, dare not close my eyes, afraid I won't be able to open them again, afraid I'll lose all hope of going back, afraid I won't be able to bring money to my parents.

I cannot die, I cannot go like Xiao Ding and never come back.

When I was unconscious, I pinched myself to wake up; when I wanted to sleep, I banged my head against the wall. I crawled around stealing herbs from the yard. I dared not boil them, so I ate them raw...

I recovered when the first snow fell here. The head eunuch I served returned dead, and I laughed happily. Even when Eunuch Zhang hit me, I laughed. Even when they called me stupid, I laughed. I survived; I didn't die. I'm very lucky.

At that time, I was content. I had no other desires in life but to live.

Although Lord Shen also wants to live, how can I compare to him? I am mud, while he is the emperor's chosen one, a treasure held in the hands of those important figures.

To stand out from the crowd is an unexpected thing, something you wouldn't even dare to dream of, a miracle that even the smoke of your ancestors couldn't produce.

I cried all day that day. When Eunuch Yin took me out, that beautiful, angel-like woman smiled at me and said, "I think he's quite good. If you need him, just take him."

"Thank you, Your Highness."

Her smile was more beautiful than anyone else's. I was captivated and mesmerized, and out of gratitude, I dared not entertain any unrealistic fantasies.