Is she... trying to seduce me?
Is she planning to...seduce...me?
Fang Nan was filled with shame, her head almost drooping to her chest, and said in a very soft voice, "Am I... shameless? A shameless woman?"
When she looked up again, tears welled in her eyes. "I feel so pathetic... I've been thinking about it all night... I can't take it anymore, I can't bear it! I just want a warm embrace, someone to gently care for me. To be kind to me... even just once, that's enough! Enough!" She reached out and gently cupped my face. "And you look so much like him... so much! I couldn't help but think that even if I could only stay in your arms for a little while... just a short while, I would be content... I'm sorry, Chen Yang... I'm sorry, I know my thoughts are dirty, despicable... but I really can't take it anymore. I don't want to wake up every night and sit there until dawn!"
Even though there's no mirror, I can tell that I must look terrible.
Finally, Fang Nan sighed, "But... that day, after you came, I realized... I still couldn't do it." She suddenly hugged me tightly, her voice hoarse, "I'm not a lowly woman! I'm not! I'm not!" Then Fang Nan seemed to lose all her strength and slumped into my arms. I quickly reached out to support her and said softly, "Would you like to sit down?"
"No," Fang Nan whispered in my arms, "Let me...hold you for a little while, just a little bit, okay?"
I sighed and tightened my arms.
Fang Nan let out a soft moan, resting her head on my shoulder as she continued her story in a low voice, almost like a dream: "That afternoon you were here, doing so many things for me... I was watching you from behind, watching and watching... One moment it was you, the next it was him, but with each change, my resolve crumbled little by little. Chen Yang... do you know? Since I moved here... you..." She looked up: "You were the first man to walk into this house."
“I believe you.” I nodded immediately.
"Hmm..." Fang Nan hummed softly, "That afternoon, I drank a little, I was a bit dizzy, but I wasn't drunk... At the time, I thought, 'Forget it. I'll just fall into this trap once... Anyway, I'll never meet anyone who truly cares for me again in this life, never anyone... Just this once, just this once...'" She suddenly smiled, as if mocking, "That afternoon... did you think I was really drunk? I wasn't... I actually knew, I was still conscious. You carried me upstairs, and I was thinking, 'Could it be that you couldn't resist...' You really are just like those men outside, not a good person, only thinking about how to get women into bed... I thought. Forget it, just this once, even if it's just one more warm and beautiful memory, it'll help me have fewer nightmares in my future days alone. Actually, I'm still very timid... I didn't dare to take the initiative, so I simply gave myself to you. If you wanted to do anything to me then, I wouldn't have resisted." Fang Nan's voice turned cold at the end, "But it's only once! If you really did anything that day, I would have made you leave the next day."
"And then?" I suddenly asked a really stupid and idiotic question.
Fang Nan suddenly smiled and looked up.
At such close range, Fang Nan's smile is truly beautiful. So captivating. Her eyes are curved like crescent moons, with slightly upturned corners, giving her a charming and alluring appearance.
"Then... um... when you carried me upstairs, I was all prepared. I thought you'd carry me into the room... but I didn't expect you to... carry me around the whole way up, then come back down. I almost couldn't keep up the act anymore... I thought to myself, 'You're such a strange person. Did you suddenly become a coward when things came to this?'" She blinked, looking somewhat bewildered: "Aren't you men usually very impulsive?"
I opened my mouth, a little sweat beading on my forehead: "Um... I really didn't have any other evil intentions that day. I just wanted to carry you upstairs to your room so you could lie down and rest. I didn't think of anything else... I swear to God!"
Fang Nan nodded, her eyes full of tenderness: "I...believe you!"
"That day... you really weren't drunk?" My mouth tasted bitter.
"A little." Fang Nan smiled faintly, "Although I've retained some clarity, I'm really a bit confused..."
How confused are you?
"So confused... that I could muster the courage to indulge myself in doing that."
I'm speechless...
"Chen Yang... thank you. I'm so glad you didn't touch me that day." Fang Nan then stopped smiling and looked at me very seriously: "Because you didn't touch me that day, I had the opportunity to slowly feel this feeling now... or rather, torture."
"Um..." I couldn't speak.
“That day, you didn’t touch me, but later you went out to buy me medicine, and when you came back, I really couldn’t hold on anymore. My head was spinning, and I really wanted to sleep…” Fang Nan said, blushing. “Later, you held me and we slept on the sofa for an entire afternoon… I was awake for a while, though the effects of the alcohol had worn off. I felt a little regretful and wanted to push you away… but I couldn’t bear to. I hadn’t slept so soundly in a long time. You were holding me from behind, supporting me, not letting me fall. I felt so secure. I was initially a little uneasy and anxious, but later I slept exceptionally soundly. I told myself, you are a good person… a good man.”
I felt my face burning. Actually, I was having a real internal struggle the whole afternoon, holding Fang Nan in my arms!
"Later that night, I felt... well, I wasn't feeling well, and you took such good care of me... I haven't been taken care of like that in a long time." Fang Nan's eyes were filled with emotion: "Do you remember when I got angry with you? Because of Cang Yu... I felt so sad... Suddenly, a childlike temper welled up inside me, like a kind of fear... a fear that someone would take away a toy I had just seen and really liked!"
"Do you remember when we came out of the banquet that night, and I threw a tantrum at you in the car? I knew in my heart that my temper was unreasonable, and the things I said were childish... but I just couldn't help it!" Fang Nan said, her face flushed and her head down. "Actually, all girls are like that. I just wanted to throw a tantrum on purpose, to be unreasonable on purpose... I don't know why, but I really wanted to feel that feeling of being coaxed by you... and then you actually coaxed me with kind words. Actually, arguing with you is quite fun, especially seeing you coax me with such a gentle tone. I almost cried at that moment..."
I:"……"
Sister! Please, you're my boss! I rely on you for my livelihood, do you think I can get away with not saying something nice to appease you?
Of course, such words should absolutely not be said now!
"Later, you took me out for a late-night snack... one of those really run-down roadside stalls, I hadn't been there in ages!" Fang Nan's eyes shone. "Usually when other people treat me to meals, they book those fancy restaurants, but you took me to eat barbecue, and I found it really fun, grabbing the skewers with my hands and gnawing on them, it was so much fun." Her tone turned serious at this point. "Then we encountered those thugs. They insulted me, and you stood up and fought them..." She suddenly stared at me intently. "And then, you pulled me behind you. You used your body to shield me..."
Fang Nan suddenly hugged me tightly: "Chen Yang, do you know that after you were taken away by the police, I cried all the way home? I even broke my vow and called... used their connections to ask for help! I've forgotten how long... how long it's been since I cried for a man!" She bit her lip and stared at me intently: "Since I met you, I've cried more times than all of these years combined!"
"I..." I had just opened my mouth when Fang Nan reached out and covered my mouth, stopping me from saying anything more.
"I'm willing!" Fang Nan said firmly, "I'm willing! All of this is voluntary! That night, I preferred you to take me home. That's because I just wanted to spend a little more time with you, even just a little while!"
"But……"
"No buts!" Fang Nan's eyes suddenly shone with a light she had never seen before: "I'm out of time! I'm not young anymore! Sometimes I wonder if God took pity on me and finally sent someone like you to my side... That night after you took me home, I stood behind the door for a long time, and several times I almost couldn't resist rushing out to chase after you..."
I thought to myself: It's a good thing you didn't come out, otherwise you would have seen me and Wu Gang fighting...
"I thought about it all night. And then I made my decision… I decided I couldn't let go this time, I decided to try and hold on to you!" Fang Nan's eyes suddenly dimmed. "But the next day, I found out you had an accident… When I got to the hospital… and saw your… girlfriend…" A bitter smile appeared on her face. She whispered, "Do you know? I even felt like dying… I finally saw a glimmer of hope, but you cruelly extinguished it right before my eyes!"
"I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize to me." Fang Nan said softly, "I almost used all my strength to control myself from going to the hospital to see you again, you know? Every day when I was in Korea, I would think of you when I couldn't sleep at night... I would think of the day you protected me behind you, the scene of you carrying me out after I hurt my foot... I called Qian Pan every day to ask her about you."
The gaze before me was both an unbearable weight and an irresistible tenderness.
It took almost all my willpower to look away from Fang Nan: "Fang Nan... I don't know what to say. I don't know how to express the shock I feel... um..."
"I know what you're trying to say!" Fang Nan gritted her teeth and said, "You want to say you have a girlfriend, then say it's impossible, no way, and then apologize to me, right?"
I really wanted to say "yes," but when I faced Fang Nan, the word just wouldn't come out of my mouth.
"Chen Yang..." Fang Nan's call seemed to be filled with boundless affection, making my heart flutter. Fang Nan had already reached out and hooked her arms around my neck: "I don't want you to do anything... I won't ask anything of you... I just ask that you stay by my side... Don't leave my sight, so that I can see you all the time, okay?"
"..."
"I really don't want much... I won't compete with your girlfriend for anything. I don't want to disrupt your life... I just want you to stay! Just stay!" Fang Nan almost pleaded, "Please don't leave! I'll agree to whatever you ask! Just leave me with a sliver of hope, don't take it all away, okay?"
To be honest, my heart has completely softened.
What's that saying again: "Steel tempered a hundred times becomes as soft as silk wrapped around a finger!"
In this moment, with such a beautiful woman so captivating, tenderly whispering her heartfelt feelings in your arms... what more could a man ask for!
Besides, how could I bear to hurt such a frail and helpless woman?
"Actually...actually, I'm not a good person," I stammered.
“I know!” Fang Nan suddenly blinked and whispered, “That day I was drunk and passed out on the sofa, right here. You thought I was asleep, and you even said something to me like, ‘Luckily I’ve already retired from the underworld, otherwise you would have…’ Hehe, those words show that you are actually a pretty good person.”
Seeing that I finally fell silent, a strange glint flashed in Fang Nan's eyes. Her arms, which were wrapped around my neck, tightened slightly, and her beautiful face, filled with shyness, slowly drew closer to me…closer…
Finally, my mouth tasted a soft and delicate fragrance...
That feeling...
...It's sweet...
My mind went completely blank. My arms instinctively wrapped around her…
…………
I felt my mind was blank, completely lost, and I felt lightheaded and unsteady. There was a sweet feeling, a sense of joy, a touch of pleasure, and a hint of unease in my heart.
I can't even remember the specific details of how I left Fang Nan's house...
All I remember is that after a long kiss that almost suffocated me, Fang Nan went limp as a spring pond and collapsed into my arms, her eyes almost brimming with tears!
I immediately realized I had to leave right away! Otherwise, I was afraid my self-control wasn't as good as I thought!
Then what?
Hmm... Then, it seemed Fang Nan held my arms and saw me off at the door, her face flushed with shyness as she left. Like a young girl, she stood on tiptoe and kissed me on the cheek: "Chen Yang... pick me up for work tomorrow."
How did I answer?
Oh...right, what I said was, "Okay."
Standing outside Fang Nan's house, a gust of wind brought me back to my senses, and I couldn't help but slap my face hard.
A fairy! An absolute fairy! I was so captivated that I didn't even realize I was asleep!
I turned to look at the closed door, but I couldn't muster the courage to knock.
I slapped my forehead hard, then reluctantly got into the car, started it, and drove away.
I was a bit flustered the whole way, and almost ran a red light a few times. Twice, while waiting at a red light, I got so lost in thought that when the cars behind me impatiently honked, I angrily stuck my head out and yelled, "What are you honking for! You have a horn, but I don't! Honk!"
Then, while grumbling and cursing, they started eating.
After driving for a while, I suddenly felt like I really wanted to talk to someone. I needed to talk to a friend about this, so I drove onto a secluded side road, parked on the side of the road, and took out my phone to look at the number.
Qiaoqiao... well, never mind, she seems to be annoyed with me.
Ah Ze... I can't tell him, he's such a blabbermouth. If it gets back to Yan Di, I'm doomed!
Wood... wood is the best... it keeps your mouth shut!
The phone rang, and Wood said "Hello" on the other end. I immediately sighed, "Wood, I'm in big trouble!"
Afterwards, I recounted everything that had happened at Fang Nan's house that afternoon, even mentioning the passionate kiss at the end, though I hesitated for a moment before doing so.
Of course, I hesitated for a moment before finally not saying anything about accidentally stumbling upon Fang Nan taking a shower.
Throughout my entire narration, Mu Tou didn't utter a single word; he simply listened quietly.
Finally, after I finished speaking, Wood suddenly blurted out on the other end:
"Yan Di is a good girl."
"I know!" I said impatiently. "That's why I'm annoyed! I don't want to do something like this, juggling two relationships at the same time!"
"This Fang Nan is also very good."
"...I know that." I yelled, "I'm not asking you to judge other girls! I need your advice! What should I do?!"
There was a long silence on the other end of the phone before Mu Tou finally spoke: "Let's see."
I instantly flew into a rage, yelling, "What do you mean by that?! I originally wanted to settle this with Fang Nan today! But I didn't expect it to turn out like this! Do you think I wanted this? Do you think I wanted things to turn out like this? Do you think it's fun, interesting, and fucking satisfying to be two-timing me?!" I complained angrily, "People are all forced into this!! Forced into this!!!!"
There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, then suddenly Mu Tou's smooth and clear voice came through!
This guy actually said a couple more words, which is quite rare for him!
All I could hear on the phone was Mu Tou's clear voice saying, "It's not all of them who are forced to have a C-section... As a doctor, let me correct you on one point: quite a few people also have C-sections."
“…………” Me: “%￥……*·#……”
"Alright, aren't you supposed to pick Fang Nan up for work tomorrow... Don't be late."
The call ended there, leaving me standing there dumbfounded.
Chapter 90 of the first part, "A Man in the Martial World, Helpless in His Own Way," has been revealed!
I got up very early the next day, getting up when it was still dark.
Actually, I had a subconscious thought that if I left earlier, I could avoid Yan Di.