Quand l'amour approche, c'est comme la neige

Chapitre 186

This person is too cunning; he actually pretended not to know martial arts. He probably planned to use me as a hostage to lure Brother Yongye into a trap when he tricked me into going to get the antidote.

Several months later, the weather gradually got warmer.

Finally, someone led me into a courtyard. Yue Po stood there, looking at me innocently. The gentler his smile, the more afraid I became of him.

My legs are immobile, and I feel weak all over. What can I do about him?

"Brother Yongye..." My tears flowed uncontrollably. I don't know why I was sent to stay with Yuepo. But I feel it's related to Brother Yongye.

"Rose, I am Moon Soul," he said, his eyes filled with inquiry.

I stared at him with wide eyes and exclaimed, "Brother Yongye, I've finally waited for you!"

He paused for a moment, then pulled me to sit on a chair, as if trying to wake me up: "Have you forgotten? I am Yuepo, not your Yongye brother."

The more he acted like this, the more I pretended not to know him. I leaned against his chest and whispered, "Brother Yue is missing, Brother Yongye, don't leave me. My legs won't move, I want to go back to Anguo, I want to go home."

He seemed quite surprised, sighed, and stopped pressing me for answers. He simply put his arm around me and said, "Brother Yongye won't leave you. He'll take you back to Anguo, back home."

As night deepened, he carried me back to my room. I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. Just then, I heard the sounds of fighting coming from next door in the courtyard, and I heard Brother Yongye's voice.

I almost thought I was dreaming.

Moon Spirit seemed to have no time for me and hurriedly left.

I dared not call out, for I feared I would be a burden to Brother Yongye. I understood; I had not been wrong. They had sent me here to lure Brother Yongye here.

I used a hairpin to poke small holes under the bamboo mat, little by little. I don't know if I'll live to see Brother Yongye again, but I want to leave him something. To remind him that Yuepo is not to be trusted.

Not long after, I was taken away again.

People must always have hope. I must hold on until I see Brother Yongye.

A man walked in. He had delicate features but a sinister air about him. He squatted down in front of me, hooked my chin, and stared at me intently.

I was so nervous that he fed me a pill, which I had no choice but to swallow.

My head was buzzing.

"Li Yongye will come to save you, and my elder brother..." The voice seemed to float away, as if coming from a very distant place. He was clearly right in front of me, so why did his voice sound so far away?

"I'll make sure you don't reveal any secrets you know when Li Yongye rescues you. I don't think you're really stupid." He finished speaking and left.

I was experiencing hallucinations. Time no longer mattered to me; I was sometimes lucid and sometimes delirious. I couldn't remember eating; occasionally I felt someone feeding me, but when no one did, I didn't know.

When I was lucid, I thought a lot. The relationship between Yuepo and Yongye was probably more complex than just being poisoned. Yongye seemed to care a lot about Yuepo. What was their relationship? I just couldn't figure it out.

In my hazy state, it felt like I was back at the Marquis of Anguo's residence. The figures of my beloved Crown Prince and Brother You flickered before my eyes, and my moments of lucidity became increasingly rare.

I think I heard Brother Yongye calling me. I must be still half asleep. He doesn't actually like me; he's never really cared about me.

No matter how much I pester him, he always finds a way to get rid of me and leave.

Is that person in flowing purple robes, with incredibly agile movements, Brother Yongye before me? He doesn't know martial arts, it can't be him. I'm reluctant to close my eyes. Even if it's not him, he looks exactly like Brother Yongye, and his fighting style is so dashing. He's holding me, and I'd gladly spend my whole life nestled in his arms. Even if it's just a dream.

“Star Soul…” I heard Moon Soul’s voice and my mind snapped back to reality. I saw the person in front of me clearly. He really was Brother Eternal Night. Why did Moon Soul call him Star Soul?

Moon Soul and Star Soul, how can these two names be so close? I can't trust Moon Soul, I keep calling out Eternal Night's name.

He really heard me. He looked down at me, his eyes red with anxiety, grabbed me, and leaped onto the stone platform. He handed me over to someone else, then jumped down again.

I was so anxious, I felt like I couldn't catch my breath. How could he leave like that? How could he abandon me?

The moonlight was so bright that I could hardly see anything else, and the sounds were so far away from me.

The cool water splashed on my face. Was it raining?

"Rose, open your eyes! I am Eternal Night! I'll take you home!"

I want to open my eyes, yet I can't bear to shatter this dream. Brother Yongye, is this a dream, or are you really in front of me? I can't tell anymore.

"Okay, I'll take you home. I'll marry you when we get back. Rose, stay awake. We're going back to Anguo right away. I've always loved you, I've never stopped loving you, do you hear me, Rose!"

It really was a dream. Brother Yongye would never say such sweet words to me. In my entire life, besides my parents and brothers, the person who has been the best to me is His Highness the Crown Prince.

I don't like him, but if Brother Yongye were even half as good to me as His Highness the Crown Prince, I would be completely satisfied.

I don't want to open my eyes. Even if it's a dream, these words make me happy.

"I'm better than him, and I'll treat you even better than he did! Rose, I'm taking you home. Once we're home, I'll marry you. I'll only marry you, and I'll listen to whatever you say!"

I couldn't help but laugh, and I couldn't help but open my eyes.

Yongye-gege hasn't disappeared. He's still so handsome and beautiful. I've thought his face was beautiful since I was six. I can't bear to look away.

He was in poor health, he got angry with me, and he ignored me, but I still couldn't bear not to go see him.

Was he the one crying and looking at me? Would Brother Yongye shed tears for me?! In my ecstasy, my mind suddenly cleared. I wanted to tell him not to cry, to ask him if he really liked me, to tell him that Yuepo wanted to harm him. I tried to speak with all my might, but instead sprayed blood all over his face. With a sigh of relief, I uttered a single word.

There were so many things I wanted to say to him, but in the end I only uttered the word "bamboo" from the bamboo mat. Just one word, did Brother Yongye understand? He held my hand and repeatedly said he saw it, and he would avenge me.

I wanted to laugh; I suddenly felt so happy, yet so reluctant to leave. Why did you only tell me you'd always loved me when I was about to die?

"Rose, don't be afraid... don't be afraid... you'll be alright... I'll take you home right now. We'll go back to Anguo! I'll marry you, I'll stay with you, and I'll never leave you alone again..."

Brother Yongye never makes promises to me. But what he says, he always keeps. I gaze at the bright moon; never before has the Mid-Autumn Moon made me feel so happy.

My vision was blurry, but I knew he was holding me and that he would stay with me forever.