Xu Qingzhu immediately frowned, stood up and walked towards her.
Liang Shi placed the document bag in the entryway and bent down to change his shoes.
When she stood up again, her legs went weak and she almost fell. Xu Qingzhu caught her quickly, and then her weight fell on Xu Qingzhu.
Xu Qingzhu noticed that something was wrong with her, so she softened her voice and asked, "What happened?"
"Let me catch my breath," Liang Shi said, trying to sound as normal as possible.
"Take your time," Xu Qingzhu reassured her. "No need to rush."
Xu Qingzhu helped her to the sofa, and then she curled up in a corner, adopting a very defensive posture.
Xu Qingzhu poured her a glass of honey water and whispered, "Drink some."
Liang Shi's fingers trembled as she took the glass of water; she had to hold it with both hands.
She gulped down a few mouthfuls, water stains landing on the corners of her lips, but she didn't bother to wipe them away.
Xu Qingzhu asked, "Did you drive back like this?"
Liang Shi closed his eyes briefly. "I'm driving very slowly. Can you wait a bit while I slow down?"
"Okay." Xu Qingzhu put the cup aside and waited quietly for her to calm down.
Liang Shi dared not show any unusual behavior in front of Gina.
She was afraid that Gina would see through her vulnerability and re-establish a doctor-patient relationship with her.
On the drive back, she was afraid something might happen, so she forced herself to concentrate on the road.
It wasn't until she got home that her tense nerves finally relaxed.
Her head was buried between her knees, and she looked fragile.
Xu Qingzhu sat to the side watching, then noticed the brown paper bag beside her and asked in a low voice, "May I look at it?"
Liang Shi swayed slightly and mumbled a reply, "Mm."
Xu Qingzhu opened the kraft paper bag, inside which were Liang Shi's psychological treatment records at age 18.
A very detailed Q&A session.
The first two times were nothing special; Liang Shi answered all the questions simply and bluntly.
It's either "I don't want to talk about it" or "What's it to you?"
The doctor's diagnosis was: bipolar disorder with severe self-defense mechanisms.
It was from the third time onwards that Liang Shi opened up and said some nonsensical things.
[I have no memories of my childhood, I don't remember how I got here, but my family was very wealthy.]
I love this family, but my mom doesn't like me.
[It's okay, I don't need her approval, but she says she loves me very much, and everyone says she loves me.]
[I have more money than I can spend, and I believe my mother loves me.]
[I fell seriously ill, but it happened because my mother accidentally pushed me into the frozen sea. My mother said it was caused by evil spirits.]
I want to destroy this world; it's too dark.
[I want to kill someone, even an animal.]
Only blood can keep me conscious.
[Later I discovered that perhaps it didn't require blood; I found another way.]
[In what way? Why should I tell you?]
I don't want treatment anymore.
[I'm not sick, I just like to do things that are exciting.]
[...]
On the third, fourth, and fifth medical records, her words were all disorganized.
But it's clear that she's not mentally stable.
Xu Qingzhu quickly flipped through these documents, then asked Liang Shi, "Was it your experience or hers?"
Liang Shi calmed down a little and shook his head, saying, "I don't know."
It seemed that the remaining memories in this body were reminding her of everything that had happened in the past.
Her empathy would normally only make her feel sorry for someone, but it wouldn't go that far.
Her hands and feet have been shaking ever since she got back here.
Therefore, she felt that it might be the original owner of the body causing the disturbance.
It was her soul that was restless, and her body followed suit.
Liang Shi tried his best to remain calm and rational. "I just felt very uncomfortable after seeing these things, the kind of discomfort that makes it hard to breathe."
As soon as she finished speaking, a tear rolled down her cheek.
It was completely beyond her control.
It seems the original owner was very unwilling for her to know this memory.
Liang Shi closed her eyes, clenched her fists, opened her mouth, but before she could speak again, tears fell again.
Xu Qingzhu immediately patted her back gently and comforted her softly, "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here."
Liang Shi's body trembled uncontrollably, and she whispered, "Xu Qingzhu."
His voice was fragile and weak, as if he might collapse at any moment.
Xu Qingzhu immediately replied, "I'm here."
Liang Shi stretched out her legs and reached her hand towards Xu Qingzhu. Her hand trembled violently as it hovered in the air. "I'm so...so sad."
At that moment, it seemed that the original owner's emotions took over.
Her powerful empathy became a powerful weapon for the original owner to vent her emotions, and she herself was simply unable to remain rational.
"Then cry it out." Xu Qingzhu looked at her, stepped forward and hugged her tightly, patting her back like she was comforting a child. "It's okay, Liang Shi, I'm here for you."
Liang Shi closed his eyes, his heart feeling as if it had sunk into an ice cellar.
Too many complex emotions were building up inside her, making it impossible to describe her current feelings in words.
It was as if she wasn't herself.
Her emotions became one with the original owner's.
She could fully feel the original owner's pain.
It was an indescribable despair.
It's the sadness of not being able to see the light, not being able to see the future.
She desperately wanted to grasp something to prove her existence.
So at that moment, she turned around and hugged Xu Qingzhu.
Xu Qingzhu's slender waist was tightly wrapped in her arms, her arms tightened, and her whole body pressed against her.
It was as if only in this way could she feel that she was still alive.
Xu Qingzhu was so tightly hugged that she could hardly breathe, but she still softened her tone to comfort her, "Liang Shi, this will all pass."
Her slender fingers came together and gently stroked the ends of her hair.
Liang Shi sensed her gentle aura, yet still wanted to absorb more.
Alpha was strong, so she easily picked up Xu Qingzhu and let her sit on her lap.
Her two slender legs were spread apart on either side of the sofa, and her long hair fell on her fingers.
Xu Qingzhu's hair was very soft and had the scent of cherry blossoms, as if the whole spring had fallen on her.
Liang Shi buried his head in the fragrance of her hair, but it still wasn't enough.
She could smell not only the fragrance of cherry blossoms, but also a faint scent of strawberry liqueur. Her body seemed to be out of her control.
Tears were streaming from her eyes, but something in her body seemed to be awakening.
Xu Qingzhu finally couldn't take it anymore. She whispered in Liang Shi's ear, "Liang Shi, you're pinching me too hard."
Liang Shi buried his head in her neck and couldn't help but stick out his tongue to lick her skin.
It's as if they want to possess spring recklessly and integrate it into their soul.
Upon feeling the wetness, Xu Qingzhu's body trembled slightly. She bit her lip and said, "Liang Shi, let me go first."
Liang Shi seemed not to understand her words. She whispered, "Let me hold you a little longer."
Her voice was full of fragility, like easily broken glass.
It will break if you touch it.
Xu Qingzhu didn't move anymore; she felt the intense heat that only occurred during her heat cycle.
Although they were separated by two layers of clothing, they were truly embracing.
Her body was also undergoing subtle changes.
Sometimes, a hug is more stimulating to the senses than a kiss.
She gently squeezed Liang Shi's shoulder with her hand, and lightly bit her lip, making it bright red and glistening.
Like a delicate rose glistening with dew in early spring, waiting to be picked.
Unable to bear the heat, she gently shifted her position and changed her location.
But the hand that had been on her waist changed position, moving down from her waist and easily slipping under her clothes, its fingers burning hot, like a ball of fire.
At the same time, I felt an even more moist heat on my neck.
Liang Shi, like a vampire, clung to her neck, his teeth gently biting her skin.
She didn't feel any pain, but it made her completely go limp.
A sensation even more terrifying than heat arose from within her body, and she let out a muffled groan.