Middle school students are not as innocent as they were in elementary school; it's an age of both ignorance and fearlessness. Sometimes, the reasons they give for bullying someone are so simplistic it's chilling.
The original owner's middle school life was not pleasant... and this situation continued into high school.
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Cheng Qingjiang
The day she transmigrated, she noticed that her bangs could cover her eyes. At that moment, she knew that the original owner's personality was definitely not cheerful.
Having overly long bangs is a form of escapism, as if if you can't see others, others can't see you either.
even……
Cheng Qing raised her left wrist, where there was an extremely fine cut near her pulse point...
Cheng Qing pursed her lips, feeling a pang of sympathy for the original poster. Back in her school days, there was another classmate who was bullied. That kind of helplessness is something outsiders can't truly understand!
Her first diary simply contained entries about her life before high school, suggesting she hadn't kept a diary as a child. Therefore, she didn't start writing a diary until her final year of junior high.
It describes a lot about her unpleasant junior high school life, and also briefly mentions her living environment and what she lived like before the end of junior high.
The first and second books are about her time in junior high and senior high school, respectively. Although they are called diaries, they do not contain records for every single day.
Most of the time, what she records in detail are unpleasant experiences that happened that day.
Cheng Qing rubbed the bridge of her nose, went downstairs to make herself a cup of coffee, and after drinking it to refresh herself, she went back upstairs.
Seeing that there were more than 10 other diaries in the box, Cheng Qing decided to read them all tonight!
Cheng Rong's concerns were not unfounded, especially now that Mingyue was right beside her. The new guest's recording session was short, and they could leave at any time.
Knowing yourself and your enemy will ensure victory in every battle. With that thought in mind, she lowered her head and continued reading.
The original owner met Mingyue in the second year of high school, which was after the class division in the first year.
Mingyue and the original owner were assigned to the same class. At that time, Mingyue was already a famous beauty in the school and was called the school flower. She was often invited to participate in any cultural performances.
The original owner felt...
Knock knock.
feel……
Knock knock.
Cheng Qing looked up at the balcony. Luo Xi was leaning against the balcony door, her facial features compressed by the glass, making them appear somewhat flat.
When she saw Cheng Qing looking over, she smiled, her eyes sparkling.
Cheng Qing was stunned for a moment, then her expression changed slightly.
She walked to the glass door, opened it, glanced at the balcony, and asked sharply, "How did you get here?"
Losi smiled and said, "I don't think that distance is that far."
Cheng Qing's face turned pale instantly. She looked at Luo Xi and asked, "Did you jump over here?"
Lossie had initially wanted to boast a bit, but seeing her expression, she felt a little insecure. Then, somewhat aggrieved, she lowered her head and said, "You are too..."
"Lossie!" Cheng Qing closed his eyes and shouted sharply, "Do you know what you're doing?"
Losi was unhappy and shouted, "You jumped too!"
Cheng Qing reached out and grabbed her shoulders, whispering, "I'm 100% confident I won't fall. What about you?"
Losi choked, a little angry: "I'm confident too!"
Cheng Qing knew she was angry, and after a moment of silence, Luo Xi lowered her head guiltily. Cheng Qing suppressed his own panic and pulled her close.
The mere thought of falling down is enough to drive anyone mad.
However, such a forceful dialogue is not suitable for two people who are angry. In the end, it will only lead to an argument and will not solve anything.
Cheng Qing hugged her tightly, sighed, and calmed himself down.
Luo Xi was still angry and looked up, trying to get out. But Cheng Qing pressed her head down, and she buried her face in Cheng Qing's neck, her voice softening slightly as she said in a hoarse voice, "You scared me."
Seeing that she had shown weakness, Rossi also calmed down and said, "I'm always startled when you jump over to find me."
Upon hearing this, Cheng Qing chuckled, his warm breath brushing against Luo Xi's neck, making her shift uncomfortably.
"I'm sorry." Without warning, Cheng Qing apologized. She said, "I apologize to you. I will never climb onto the balcony again, and you can't either."
Losi paused for a moment, then smiled smugly: "I still need to think about it!"
Cheng Qing looked up at her. Her dark, bright eyes were fixed on Luo Xi, and there was a kind of attraction in her eyes. Although she was silent, she was strong and intimidating.
Luo Xi's voice gradually faded as Cheng Qing cupped her face in his hands, the touch delicate and smooth, like holding soft cotton, making one want to gently squeeze it.
But what captivated Cheng Qing even more than the exquisite touch was her slightly pouting lips.
Cheng Qing lowered her head and took it in her mouth, first with light, delicate kisses, then with deep, passionate kisses. Luo Xi had her hands on her chest, but finally reached out and wrapped her arms around Cheng Qing's neck.
She tried to respond.
But the friction on the tip of the tongue brings a shiver down your spine.
Losi finally couldn't resist the sudden enthusiasm, her legs went weak, and she leaned into Cheng Qing's arms.
Cheng Qing released her, took a slight breath, and then hugged her tightly in his arms again.
"I'm sorry. Although I was confident I could safely climb over the balcony, I didn't consider your feelings at all. I apologize. Now that you've climbed over on your own today, I realize how terrifying that feeling can be."
When Cheng Qing speaks sweet words, he can make Luo Xi blush and her heart race to the point of forgetting herself. But now that Cheng Qing has apologized sincerely, Luo Xi can't bring herself to say anything harsh.
Sensing Cheng Qing's presence, Luo Xi finally backed down: "Then, then I won't climb it next time."
Cheng Qing then looked up and smiled at her, "Okay." After a pause, she asked again, "So, Losi, what are you doing climbing over here?"
Losi made a sound of surprise, stammering as she interlaced her fingers, her face slightly flushed but she remained silent.
Cheng Qing was curious, but he also knew that anything that Luo Xi couldn't say must not be an easy thing.
Cheng Qing carefully observed her gaze. She noticed that the woman looked guilty, her eyes darting around, but she kept glancing at the bed.
Following her gaze, she turned to look at her own bed. Her room was actually symmetrical to Rossi's, but her bedding was completely different from Rossi's.
Since it was almost bedtime, the sheets on the bed were in disarray, and on the sheets was a diary she had only read halfway through.
Nothing's wrong?
Cheng Qing was a little confused, then suddenly paused, frowning as she looked at Luo Xi: "You want to see the diary?"
Losi choked: "...I didn't say that!"
Seeing Cheng Qing's ambiguous smile, she added, "If you beg me to take a look, I can spare you the trouble."
Cheng Qing chuckled, but thinking of the original owner of this body, she said, "Sorry, it might not be convenient."
Losi stared at her, her eyes wide with anger, and stammered, "Why?! Is there something you're hiding?"
Cheng Qing cried out in pain and rushed over to hug her tightly, saying, "You've wronged me so much! We've kissed and hugged, what else can't I show you?"
Unexpectedly, Cheng Qing suddenly started acting like a rogue, and Luo Xi was a little overwhelmed. But the more she thought about it, the more she felt that there was something Cheng Qing couldn't tell her in his diary.
But a diary, a diary—isn't a diary the most important privacy? Because she knew this, Losi couldn't bring herself to ask to see it. But Mingyue was a thorn in her side; it was only when it came to Mingyue that she truly couldn't let go.
For Mingyue's sake, she climbed onto the balcony and said everything she should and shouldn't have said, even shamelessly making unreasonable demands, only to be refused a view!
But……
Cheng Qing is being affectionate with me!
Damn it, it must be a honey trap. I can't let her bewitch me.
Hmm~~~, but Cheng Qing is also so cute like this.
Losi was torn; she hadn't even read the diary yet, and her resolve was already wavering.
"Hahaha..." Cheng Qing suddenly burst into laughter. She wiped her eyes, looked at Luo Xi's conflicted expression, and couldn't help but reach out and rub her head hard. She said helplessly, "It's okay to look, even though it's a bit unfair to others, but you're different."
After all, it concerns Mingyue, and Luo Xi cares so much about it. Cheng Qing can't let himself and Luo Xi become estranged because of the original owner's diary.
If I insist too much and make Losi suspicious, it would be putting the cart before the horse.
Seeing that Cheng Qing agreed, the two sat down together around the bed. Cheng Qing asked Luo Xi to sit next to her, and Luo Xi glanced at her before snuggling closer.
Cheng Qing said, "I'm mentally prepared. I'm about to see the two of them meet."
Losi frowned and turned to look at her, unable to help but remind her, "Why are you talking like you're talking about someone else's business? It's clearly your own business."
Cheng Qing smiled, leaned down and kissed her, then reminded her in return, "It's someone else's business."
Losi pursed her lips and muttered, "They've pretty cleaned it up..." Amnesia? Just pretend they're a different person?
Thinking it over, the two leaned their heads together and looked down at the diary...
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"That day, my life was as usual, and the long-term bullying did not improve after the class division."
Some of the students who liked to bully me ended up in my class.
I sit in my seat, enduring something utterly ordinary in my life. No one can help me, and no one can save me.
Anyway, that's how it is! I've endured this kind of life for three years. Next year, I'll graduate from high school. Then, I can go to a new school and start a new life.
What are you doing?
However, I never knew that the person and the voice that would save me would appear in my life so early, in my high school years, in a sight I had never seen before.
Through the thick bangs, I saw the light.
She took light steps, pushed aside the two men and women in front of me, her small face slightly furrowed, and with just one sentence, those people dispersed and left.
She half-squatted in front of me, looking at me curiously.
That innocent face, like the sun in the sky. Words cannot describe her beauty at that moment; perhaps only the resounding beating of my heart, loud enough for everyone in the world to hear, could express the emotions I felt then!
"Hey, what's your name?"
"My name is Cheng Qing."
"Oh, my name is Mingyue."
If the beauty of the world could be ranked, then that day was probably the happiest and most beautiful day of my life.
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