Yu Tang also danced with female celebrities at the party. But he didn't feel anything at the time.
I just feel that I need to keep my distance and not let the media make fun of it.
He also dislikes the smell of perfume and cosmetics on his female companions.
Some even felt like sneezing.
For some reason, even though he was dancing so close to Lu Qingyuan, he didn't feel uncomfortable at all.
And from the bottom of my heart, I think the little devil so close to me is really good-looking, and I find him adorable no matter how I look at him.
"Tangtang..." Lu Qingyuan embraced Yutang, his steps matching the music, and whispered, "If only time could stop at this moment."
Just as Yu Tang knew that Lu Qingyuan's body was on a countdown, how could Lu Qingyuan himself not know?
If neither of them brings it up, the topic won't seem so heavy.
"Little devil..."
Yu Tang thought for a moment and decided to be honest: "Didn't you say you wanted to know about my past? Well, I'll tell you now. Do you want to hear it?"
Lu Qingyuan paused in his tracks: "Are you really willing to tell me?"
"Um……"
Yu Tang did not hesitate this time.
Because he felt there was no need to keep it a secret any longer.
Before Lu Qingyuan develops a certain level of goodwill towards him, the other party won't believe what he says.
However, the other person's affection level has now reached its maximum, and the two are about to face a life-or-death separation.
If revealing these things would lessen the harm to Lu Qingyuan, then Yu Tang felt that being honest was necessary.
"Host, are you really going to tell Lu Qingyuan all those things?"
The system seemed somewhat worried: "I think it might be dangerous for you to say it."
[After all, you yourself said that there was always a force preventing you from having emotions, and when the fourth world ended, even though you clearly didn't want to erase your memories, the page here suddenly malfunctioned and forcibly erased your memories.]
All of this indicates that someone is deliberately tormenting you and the Supreme God. Now that you're about to confess this to Lu Qingyuan, I fear there might be further complications.
Yu Tang fell silent after hearing the system's words.
Lu Qingyuan stopped dancing and didn't pressure Yu Tang to speak quickly. Instead, he quieted down and waited silently.
Much later, Yu Tang looked up and tried to confess to Lu Qingyuan his first words: "Actually, you are Wei Yuan."
Time seemed to freeze for a moment.
A needle-like pain quickly filled my entire brain.
Yu Tang was in so much pain that he knelt on the ground, his fingers digging into his hair, panting heavily.
Lu Qingyuan was stunned for a moment, then quickly squatted down on the ground and asked anxiously, "Tangtang, what's wrong?"
"What are you calling me? Why didn't I hear you?" Seeing Yu Tang's distress, he said, "If it's too painful, then don't say anything..."
Yu Tang clung to Lu Qingyuan's arm, gritting her teeth as she tried to speak again, but she couldn't bring herself to tell Lu Qingyuan what had happened.
He went to a nearby desk and found paper and pen, intending to write down important information.
But I found that I couldn't write down the important words.
His body seemed to be out of his control, and he was completely unable to speak the truth.
Finally, amidst the increasingly frantic persuasion from the system and Lu Qingyuan, Yu Tang gave up.
He squatted on the ground, his hair disheveled, his face pale from the pain.
Lu Qingyuan hugged him tenderly: "Tangtang, don't say anymore, I don't want to hear it. It doesn't matter if I don't know about your past."
Yu Tang's head throbbed with pain, and a fierce glint flashed in his eyes.
Who exactly has been manipulating his behavior?
This feeling of powerlessness made him angry.
And how exactly did Wei Yuan save him? Why did it require both of them to endure such great suffering?
Yu Tang couldn't understand.
Moreover, the thought of Lu Qingyuan being saddened and pained by his sacrifice made him feel guilty and heartbroken, and he simply couldn't bear to ignore it.
“Little devil…” Yu Tang hugged Lu Qingyuan back after her headache finally eased a bit, and said, “Although I can’t tell you about my past, I hope you can understand.”
Even if I leave you in the future, don't be sad.
"Because one day, we will meet again in new identities."
Chapter 47
Died for the fifth time for the villain (47)
This time, Lu Qingyuan remained silent for a long time.
He simply held Yu Tang in his arms, his eyes unfathomable.
Finally, he forcefully picked up the man and placed Yu Tang on the bed.
"Tangtang, take a rest." Lu Qingyuan reached out and tenderly stroked Yu Tang's pale face, able to see how much effort the other had put in to say those words to him.
"Don't think about those unhappy things." The devil's slightly curly black hair fell down, obscuring half of his eyebrows and eyes, and he said softly, "Go to sleep, I'll stay here with you."
Yu Tang was slightly taken aback.
With Lu Qingyuan holding her hand, she felt her initially irritable and angry mood gradually calm down.
Yu Tang was probably exhausted from being tormented by the headache.
He nodded to Lu Qingyuan and then fell into a deep sleep.
Lu Qingyuan sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Yu Tang who was still frowning as he slept, and felt a sharp pain in his heart.
He didn't know what Yu Tang meant, but he had a premonition.
The other party seemed to be ready to leave him.
But after spending these days together, Lu Qingyuan could clearly feel that Yu Tang truly liked him, and on this point, the man had not lied to him.
So, even though there was nothing wrong with their relationship, and Yu Tang even gave up returning to the Celestial Realm in the game, what could have forced the other person to leave him?
Suddenly remembering something, a look of self-mockery and pain flashed in Lu Qingyuan's eyes.
However... it's actually better for Yu Tang to prepare to leave him sooner rather than later.
After all, one day he will die from the backlash.
It would be better to let Yu Tang leave than to leave him all alone in the Demon Realm.
Yu Tang was awakened by a nightmare.
He dreamed that after the ten worlds ended, he truly became Wei Yuan's master.
He was dressed in white, carrying a long sword and a long knife on his back, with a tiger about half the height of a person standing beside him.
Just like a person who has overcome numerous tribulations and attains godhood, he faces an empty throne and a group of faceless people kneeling before him, shouting: "Welcome the new god to the throne!"
Yu Tang subconsciously looked back.
Compared to the ethereal clouds and boundless light ahead, behind them lay endless darkness and a terrifying abyss.
Wei Yuan stood quietly in the darkness, watching him.
Then she chuckled softly, without even calling him "Master".
He then turned and left.
Until it was completely swallowed by darkness.
As the other party departed, the chanting of sutras began again.
It's as if he's going against his heart, his consciousness.
They gradually erased all memories of Wei Yuan from his mind.
He even gradually calmed down the urgent and painful emotions he felt because of Wei Yuan's departure.
Yu Tang opened his mouth, wanting to call out the other person's name, but he couldn't utter a single word. He wanted to chase after them, but he couldn't move an inch.
And just like that, Yu Tang was jolted awake.
He wiped his forehead; it was covered in cold sweat.
"Wei Yuan..." Yu Tang finally uttered the name, her eyes stinging, and she felt an urge to cry.
If, after ten worlds, the nightmare dreams actually come true, what should he do?
If Wei Yuan truly does as the system has heard rumors about, and chooses to sacrifice himself to save him, what should he do?
How could he possibly accept such a favor?
And what's most terrifying is the feeling of losing memories and being out of control in dreams...
Is it the Way of Ruthlessness? Or the Way of Heaven?
The Way of Heaven...
"Host, Lu Qingyuan seems to be acting strangely!" The system's voice interrupted Yu Tang's thoughts.
Yu Tang lowered his eyes to look at the demon lying beside him.
The backlash patterns on Lu Qingyuan's face began to spread again, gradually climbing to the other side of his cheek.
At the same time, Lu Qingyuan's hands gripping the bed sheet tightened and trembled.
It was as if he was enduring immense pain.
Yu Tang quickly bent down, put his hand on Lu Qingyuan's shoulder, and called out to him, "Little devil? Little devil, wake up!"
At his call, Lu Qingyuan opened his eyes, but seemed not to be fully awake. He grabbed Yu Tang's hand and pinned him to the bed.
His scarlet eyes gleamed with hunger and greed.
The sharp teeth pierced the flesh on the side of the man's neck.