"Huh? Then should we..."
“It’s okay…” Shen Yu smiled at him: “I made him admit that we are dating, and from now on, whether at the Mu family’s house or outside, we can be together openly.”
Shen Yu knew that Mu Guokang liked his indifferent and unambitious demeanor.
They willingly became a dog of the Mu family, and could be discarded when they no longer needed them, without taking a single penny from the Mu family.
The other party wished he were deeply in love and would revolve around Yu Tang.
Therefore, this move not only allowed him to disregard the opinions of those around him, but also earned him some of Mu Guokang's trust.
Having resolved the matter, Shen Yu couldn't help but yawn.
Yu Tang noticed and asked, "Didn't you sleep all night? You have dark circles under your eyes."
"Yeah, I'm so excited." Shen Yu hugged Yu Tang and admitted, "I can't sleep."
"You have to sleep even if you can't." Yu Tang couldn't help but feel sorry for him when she heard that he, like Xiao Lin, had stayed up all night.
He pulled Shen Yu to the bed, forcefully pressed the boy down, and lay down himself, saying, "Close your eyes, at least get some sleep and recharge."
Shen Yu couldn't bear to close his eyes. He grabbed Yu Tang's hand with his right hand, kissed it lightly, and then intertwined his fingers: "Then don't go, okay?"
"Okay, I'm not leaving." Yu Tang moved his fingers and said, "Besides, our hands are holding each other so tightly, where can I run off to?"
Shen Yu finally smiled.
She smiled softly and closed her eyes.
Shen Yu slept until dusk.
I was awakened by a nightmare, my head buzzing, the terrifying gunshot from the dream lingering in my mind.
I opened my eyes and found that Yu Tang was not beside me. Blood-red sunlight shone in through the gaps in the curtains, spreading across the floor like blood, stinging my eyes.
It instantly stirred up painful memories deep within 'Tai's' soul.
Shen Yu felt short of breath.
He clutched his hair, gasping for breath, his eyes quickly welling up with tears that splattered onto the sheets, soaking a patch.
When Yu Tang came out of the bathroom, this was the Shen Yu she saw, and she was startled.
He quickly walked a few steps to Shen Yu's side, grabbed the other's shoulders, and called out, "Shen Yu, breathe, breathe!"
Shen Yu finally saw Yu Tang's face clearly. Like a drowning man finding a piece of driftwood, he pulled the man into his arms, his body still trembling slightly.
It took a very long time for things to gradually calm down.
Yu Tang was worried about his condition and cautiously asked, "What happened to you just now?"
Shen Yu froze.
Then he shook his head and said, "I'm fine..."
He then added, "I'm sorry, I scared you. I won't do it again."
Chapter 35
He died for the villain for the eighth time (35)
Yu Tang frowned.
He felt that Shen Yu must have kept many things to himself.
But she wouldn't express it to him.
This gave him some trouble.
Moreover, he was worried that if he asked Shen Yu about the past, the other party would be even more heartbroken.
It's really hard to bring it up.
“I wasn’t scared,” Yu Tang said. “I hurt you before and gave you bad memories, and that’s my responsibility.”
“So, Shen Yu.” He squatted down, looked up at Shen Yu, and said sincerely, “From now on, don’t keep things bottled up inside. You can try to confide in me. I’m willing to listen to your thoughts and help you resolve your pain.”
Shen Yu didn't speak, but simply reached out and gently stroked the man's face, from his forehead to his brow bone, bridge of his nose, and lips, slowly caressing him.
Then, leaning in, she unexpectedly kissed Yu Tang's lips.
Very light force.
Unlike Shen Yu's usual behavior, the other party's cautious attitude during the kiss made Yu Tang's heart clench.
After the kiss ended, Shen Yu pressed his forehead against his: "Don't worry, I'm really fine."
"I'm not as fragile as you think..."
The rest of her words were cut off by Yu Tang's kiss.
Shen Yu's eyes widened slightly, and the next moment, Yu Tang pressed his shoulders down onto the bed.
The kiss deepened, and their clothes became disheveled.
"Yu Tang?" He couldn't help but place his hand on Yu Tang's chest, frowning as he asked, "What are you doing?"
Yu Tang's reply was a hoarse voice close to his lips, telling him, "I want you to confess."
In the end, Shen Yu still spoke up.
Tears and sweat mingled on Yu Tang's back as she embraced the man without any barriers, saying, "After you left, I lost my mind..."
He intermittently confessed to Yu Tang the devastation he felt after Yu Tang's death and the crazy things he did.
They even took the other person's ashes on an escape trip and took many photos.
He said he misses Yutang every day.
I also get woken up by nightmares and haven't had a proper night's sleep in a year.
In the end, unable to bear it any longer, he chose to rest in peace in the villa where the two of them had lived.
Although Yu Tang was curious about Shen Yu's experiences, she was truly surprised when she actually heard them.
But he found that every word the other person said felt like a sharp knife piercing his heart.
Just listening to it made him feel a little short of breath.
“Shen Yu…” Yu Tang turned around, gently stroked the boy’s face, and kissed him: “I’m sorry…”
"I'm so sorry for making you suffer so much..."
Shen Yu's eyelashes were wet with tears, yet he smiled again.
I don't know why, but under Yu Tang's guidance, I said those words.
For him, it actually made his heart feel much lighter.
He had previously worried that Yu Tang would be disgusted by the irrational things he did.
He was worried that Yu Tang would dislike him.
After all, compared to Mu Nancheng, he was far more extreme.
After Yu Tang died, he lost his mind and became nothing but an empty shell.
He not only doesn't value other people's lives, but he also doesn't intend to take his own.
He was a thug who walked on the edge of a knife, and he deserves to go to hell after he dies.
Unexpectedly, fate gave him a chance to be reincarnated, allowing him to meet the man before him again.
Therefore, this time, he must do everything in his power to protect Yutang.
“You’ve never done anything wrong.” Shen Yu hugged Yu Tang and said softly, “Although I know your love may not be limited to me, at this moment, I can also feel that I’m in your eyes and in your heart.”
"Yu Tang, it is my greatest honor to see you again."
"I will do whatever you ask me to do from now on."
"I will listen to you and stay with you for the rest of my life."
Yu Tang was moved by such a confession.
But he still keenly sensed the jealousy in Shen Yu's voice.
Sigh, I wonder when Wei Yuan will ever get rid of this habit of being jealous of himself.
He hoped that when he met Wei Yuan, Wei Yuan would not be a body with ten souls.
Otherwise, he would have been genuinely a little scared.
Thinking this, he subconsciously rubbed his lower back and replied half-jokingly, "If I can get Boss Shen to listen to me, I guess I'm a winner in life, right?"
But as soon as he finished speaking, he looked at the boy beside him and found that the boy's expression had suddenly changed.
The astonishment and shock made Yu Tang's heart pound.
He asked tentatively, "Shen Yu? What's wrong?"
The young man's eyes widened in shock, then he was filled with rage. He grabbed Yu Tang's wrist and demanded, "Who is Shen Yu?!"
"¿¿¿" Yu Tang was dumbfounded.
"My God! Is Mu Nancheng back again?!" Xiao Jin logged in and saw this scene, exclaiming in surprise: [Why did it have to happen at this crucial moment?! This is too much of a chaotic scene!]
At this moment, Mu Nancheng felt his head buzzing. When he saw the marks on Yu Tang's body and then lifted the blanket to learn about the current situation of the two of them, his face was contorted with rage.
He asked the stunned Yu Tang again, "Tell me quickly, who is Shen Yu?!"
“Uh…” Yu Tang stammered for a while before saying with a twitch of his lips, “Let me explain.”
Mu Nancheng was furious, his anger and resentment surging up inside him. He roared at Yu Tang, "An explanation is just a cover-up!"
Yu Tang let out a long sigh, composed herself, grabbed Mu Nancheng's hand, pointed to the blanket and said, "Then tell me, given our situation, who else could I possibly have?"
"You..." Mu Nancheng met his gaze, his imposing manner weakening slightly as he calmed down a bit, and asked, "Have I had another episode?"
"Just like Xiao Lin last time, I've given myself another identity, this time called Shen Yu?"
Upon hearing this, Yu Tang was almost overjoyed and wept. He quickly nodded, "Yes, that's exactly what I mean."
“Yesterday, we were looking at the lanterns on the street. Then you suddenly stopped and said your name was Shen Yu, that you were a big shot in the business world, that you were a germaphobe, and that you loved eating fruit candies. I had no choice but to go along with what you said!”
Mu Nancheng relaxed his movements, but his face still showed disbelief.